feels like I lost all feelings six feet under
but it all rushes back and it makes me wonder
what we had was it even real?
I still wonder how did I really make you feel?
what came to mind when you heard my name
but I doubt our feelings were ever the same
I was just a thing something that can be easily replaced
just a human being apparently taking up space
but now its been over two years
and I thought I was over you
but things remind me of you
and I don’t know anymore what to do.
I carry a heart torn in two
wondering if it’ll ever be whole
maybe it’s just too soon
to cure this cursed soul
I am just tired of these lonely nights
where a future doesn’t even seem bright
stuck in my own dark misery
with a broken history
And nothing left for the present